♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]

I stayed up late last night... and woke up fairly late too i guess. see... i did plan on sleeping and actually hitting the books.. but the lil one (who's got the flu.. AGAIN) took a nap yesterafternoon that lasted till.. about midnight, so no way he was going to be able to sleep anytime soon. given that.. i stayed up with him.. one thing led to another and we ended up waiting till 4+ to get breakfast (lol its that special thing that we do) XD

lol there we were.. chatting, him surfing the web and listening to GH3 songs on youtube.. and chacking out the "bots" who get 100% FCs on Expert. wtf? who the hell does that anyways?! butbut.. lol Jou's secretly practicing and planning to be able to do it too

i did these while he was using my internets!






((lol i intend to make lots more in time to come, they'll sit pretty on my desk top))
ohoh, and some sewing. Jou's taken up sewing recently, mostly to stitch some stuff that Jou wears outta the house.. Mods to normal stuff to make it speshul looking.

after a couple's hours.. we went to the living room and played some Xbox stuff (go figure!). eh.. Call Of Duty 4, Army of Two, Halo... not really stuff that i usually do (me likes.. Guitar Hero, Eternal Sonata, Devil May Cry and stuff like that) butbut it was entertaining i guess...
the food cam at.. 5ish and we were more or less up till 6+.

this is what my "morning" (it was 1:45pm) started with:

mum suddenly burst in and was so damn hysterical



as we all know... i dont react well to things like that eh? especially in the morning when im in bed and blur.

LOL butbut OMFG COOK WON!!

im still going to watch the results show tonight though...

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moving on.. i heard some ARSE hurted my one of my dearest friends.. thats just NOT acceptable. he was a total arse. wtf. dont feel too bad about it... we still luff you lots and lots andand he wasnt worth the emo-spell at all...
((jou wrote a poem for her>.>))

feel better soon hon~!

meep. Jou hasnt eaten all day. her tummy's rumbling.. andand thus, must be off.
eh. i dont like short posts.. so.. i'll probably be back with edits and shite

till then...

♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]

*im putting in everything: Emotes, Images/ Pics and Info later on in the night* aka, this post is somewhat under construction...but im not sure when exactly i'll finish with the art and all, so you can feel free to read through the post first, but dont forget to check back for pretty things!


im probably not going to say much today.. because.. Jou's in a really really bad mood to say the least.
anyway... woke up early today.. well, earlier than usual thinking mum'd be out when i got up.. because i forgot that my lil one's "mondays end earlier" thing didnt apply. yeah, im a day back. anyways, got up when tatporn called and we had a lil chat, everything was going great and i found out the nest couple'a days'd be marking days.. which means i only have classes on friday.. awesome right? so i walk out and find mum sitting there.. and the second she sees me, its bitch bitch bitch about everything. something i dont like starting my day with. and he fucked up-ness just gets worse and worse as the day progresses. Goddammit. i wish i had just stayed in bed. and not waking up at all would have just been bliss. oh well. so yeah, i've pretty much been hiding in my room, listening to music at a volume thats making my ears bleed and just breaking down from time to time. things have just been really bad lately, and i dunno.. although im generally in control of my emotions, sometimes its just hard to keep them in check when everything's so damn overwhelming. been trying to make pretty art all day, but all that come outta it is something that looks like shite, so i've been make pretty lines all over my arms. yay me.
that's probably all i have to say about today for now.







yesterday:
lol i was just too damn tired to even bother typing anything up yesterday.... but yesterday was awesome. went down to vivocity to meet tatporn and ji shu who had met up early in the morning so ji shu could get her ears pearced.. and we went for a movie: Accuracy Of Death. it was in japanese and was pretty good.. predictable, but still good. definately heartwarming and touching. it was kinda like, we were following the story of this guy who was a grim reaper, and he follows and interacts with the people whose lives he is about to take to decide if they should let them live on or if they should die. it just shows that everything and everyone is interconnected and it touches on a very simple and human aspect of life that everyone takes for granted.. and it had a really sweet ending.. so i definately recommend it.
so while we were waiting for the movie, we mostly just walked around. tatporn managed to buy a VCD (that later at night i found out she had some problems with and was going to change it today). it was one of those cute japanese teen things.."Sky Of Love"i think.. and i'll totally have to borrow it from her when she's done with it..
we decided to start of in Page one (mah secret luff) beause Ji shu wanted to check out some postcards and tatporn wanted to pick up a novel or two and wanted my input on it. we checked out the whole store (lol i wanted to pick up some notebooks and stationery on top of a whole list of novels and stuf... butbut i was quite broke at the time)... i would buy the whole store if i could.
...anyway, after the movie.. we were trying to find something to do.. despite vivocity being the new "greatest" place to shop, we just couldnt find anything of interest to look at (let's face it, singaporean stores only bring in *that* many brands), and finally settled on going to Starbucks for a drink (yesh, Jou got her fix.. and sometime last year, converted tatporn to luff Starbucks too)
we checked out all 3 of them.. the one on the second floor of vivocity (the really tiny one) was crowded and we totally had no luck finding seats. the same went for the one on the first level near the exit leading out to Harbousfront mall. we settled on getting coffee at the one in Harbourfront.. mostly cos we were already there and it would have been a waste to go back to the other ones. although there was a table free, we still opted to sit outside where you could feel the warm breeze and just enjoy whatever sights you could see. we headed to Page One again and then ToysRUs before heading off... i dont know about them, but i was exhausted. (it was about 6:30 then, Ji shu had a science exam to study for and tatporn was meeting her aunt for dinner. I, on the other hand, went to meet my parentals for dinner. granny, one of my aunts and one of my cousins came along too.. and we ended up having some chinese food at Bugis. it was alright i guess, but chinese food just isnt really my thing.. honestly,if i had known we were having chinese, i'd have just gone home to cook something.

Jump forward to when we got home... i was doing the usual.. on msn, chatting sith some pals, going through 4chan and some of the usual pages.. and Zaryl called! ((which i answered this time!!)) we talked for a bit then she got cut off... i dont really know what happened but she didnt call back, and she usually would.. so i thought maybe something had come up on her end or something.

jump forward to when i was texting my dear lil Shmee... haha it was fun, and he was just as precious as ever ( Shmee made Jou blush ... uh-oh. that not good!)


and right when i had just got into bed, this guy who's been pestering me non stop for the past few months started again. it like, he just cant take a hint and he doesnt get that other people have a life and have issues of thier own to deal with. he was too clingy and needy... which was really irritating in my opinion. dont get my wrong, i love to help out or lend an ear as much as the next person, but i have my own things to deal with at the same time and i just cant be there for him all the time. and quite frankly, the way things were going and the way he acted, i just didnt want to have to be there for him. i just wanted him to leave me alone. he just totally couldnt respect the fact that i didnt want anything to have to do with him, that i had a life and that i just needed space. he was totally clueless about everything and it just seemed like he thought he was he was god's gift to the world.
good riddence, finally, i say!


haha right then, i gave my lil puppy a ring for a bit...about 10 or so minutes.. its been ages and i missed him lots and lots!

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thats about it for yesterday.



oh, and before i head off, i hear Guitar Hero 4's going to be released soon... near the end of June .. and im just bouncing off the walls... i cant wait for it!!!
haha, same issue with Rockband! i've been waiting for months and months..
also.. there's going to be a screening of Kamekaze Girls at the Cathay sometime this month or next, i think... i'll do an update about it later on... i'll definately be going for it and i'd love to have your company!

♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]

Meep, yup, and a typical saturday it was..
Jou spent the last night up with her lil one because the midterms are finally over for me i can stay up.. and mum joined us as well. the lil one and i were (as always) planning to order in at about 4 (lol yeah, Mcdonnalds, go figure) [IMG]http://i302.photobucket.com/albums/nn119/v_y_Jou/winged_xd.gif[/IMG]

so... jump forward to this afternoon when i woke up. it was...2ish i think. lol i did get up multiple times inbetween 9am and 2pm for my babies though:




my dear ole mum ordered the black one from ebay. secretly. lol it's a ver2 one and was in mint condition! =D (it got here yesterday! [IMG]http://i302.photobucket.com/albums/nn119/v_y_Jou/icon_4laugh.gif[/IMG])




right now ive got 2 more on the way (a matching set of King And Queen ones..)




haha im still struggling through finishing up some art for my dear Zaryl..>.>

meep. i went to have seafood for din din with my parental units and the lil one. FIN-FUCKING-ALLY. cos ive been craving seafood for the past 2 weeks and one way or another, every weekend we just couldnt make it over there.
Jou's a happy person now.

eh, it was a really typical trip out. everyone got pissed at each other before
we headed out.. and we dropped by Funan before anything else, just so the lil one could socialise with his buddies working there. lol its become somewhat typical for a saturday i think. Then we headed down to Sing. Plaza for din din at Manhattan..($97 worth of yummies from the sea) and took a short walk to well.. walk it off before heading home.. and since then, ive been alternating between chatting with friends on msn, blogging, forums and helping the lil one and mum with math. haha... all in all it was a pretty nice day.

haha the other day.. during the chinese mid term.. some funny shit went down. most of my classmates taking chinese.. okok, ALL of them, are students from China right? so naturally, they're in their element right? So.. the time from the exam was cut short (the examinor said "let's just start the next paper after everyone's finished. or at about 12" the paper was supposed to be an abour and a half long, but we only got the hour..) and everyone finished in.. half an hour tops. *except* me. because obviously chinese isnt my thing. so after theyre done, they leave the roo. and that leaves lil ole me in an empty room with the examiner. i swear. it was fucking scary same goes for the second paper. they finished before it even started and i was left there. i swear, the examiner was giving me the "WHY WONT YOU FINISH FASTER SO I CAN GO HOME EARLIER?!" look.


eh. Jou's going out on Monday. with some classmates.. my very bestest classmates ... its nice cos i has a 4 day weekend.(im not going to school on tuesday because they'll be taking their science paper. which im no part of!


[Big Sis in case you do skim through my lil bloggy (which im pretty sure you dont at all): You were the dolt]



well.. because im running out of randomness and wanna get down to Zar's art...and binge on some poetry and philosophy, imma leave you guys now...yeah, it was really short today.. lol bye guys!

♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]

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Cut My Wirsts And Black My Eyes

My Life On [Standby]

Scene Missing..Fade To Black

can she stay strong? can she go on?