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im still not dead.
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lets play a game world.
i'll post songs every now or then, and you guys guess why,who, or what its about!
prizes will be given out.
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
Real eyes, realize, real lies.
[she] is just a [whisper]
that [noone] wants to [hear]
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
hi guys.
since my sunday poofed away,
i decided that on top of the long list of things that i was going to accomplish,
i have another thing to add.
i want to create a new tribe.
also, since i have nothing else to do today apart from go on dates with my books,
im going to CONGRADULATE ZARYL ON GETTING INTO NAFA AND FOR THE NEW BOY TOY.
jou hopes everything works out great at the new school, and that you and your guy last long~!
and also, OEY, I'LL BREAK YOUR GUY'S LEGS. (read the post, might have taken it the wrong way. but i doubt it)
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
andand another thing, this made me lol:
"Today, I was talking to my parents about feeling insecure with my "beach body" as Spring Break keeps getting closer and closer. My dad proceeded to warn me by saying, "Don't wear a gray swimsuit. People will try to roll you back into the ocean". FML"
if anyone's interested, www.fmylife.com
makes for awesome LOLZ and PHAILS and sometimes WINZ.
ciao!
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
hello.
i cant sleep.
im less upset now. yay me!
thankies to mah dear lil toy for cheering me up~!
i still cant sleep. dammit.
i need to study!!!
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
thanks for all the messages i've gotten so far.
today's a shit day for so many reasons.
i hope tomorrow's better.
i need to study.
*dont worry, i've been eating. just not a lot.
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
hello world.
all you anon people out there who give me cyber care.
i need you now.
**i am upset.
utterly upset.
comfort me or go away.
i wont be posting or eating till i feel better.
that is all.
**i am in the process of getting over things. im still upset, but getting over it.
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
this is just an anouncement...
R, if you haven't already checked,
im going to leave the house at 12 tomorrow.
going to get some lunch before heading to school.
if anything, i'll see you in school.
/message
guys, something feels wrong and weird.
i haven't been dreaming, and i've been getting really really broken sleep.
i feel sad a random times...
like just recently, i feel it deep inside me, washing over me; this sensation in my gut that something in my life isn't right.
an endless wave of sadness, deep seeded and much darker than anything imaginable.
the feeling makes me want to fall to the floor and go into convulsions.
to hold myself and cry, but the tears dont do anything.
they flow, but then the moment's over, and the pain and sadness i feel remains.
to end off, a quote from this tv series that i was watching.
"you are truely an untamed horse. but even a good horse needs a good master or it wont go far"
and another, that got me thinking..
"if there's a problem and you know he won't change, maybe you should consider the fact that a change within yourself might be in order"
on that note, i bid you adieu.
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
today, i quote Shakespeare's The Merchant of Venice.
this is how i feel tonight, it describes it to a tee:
[Act 1 Scene 1]
"ANTONIO: In sooth I know not why i am so sad.
It wearies me, you say it wearies you;
but how i caught it, found it or came by it,
what stuff tis made of, whereof it is born,
i am to learn:
and such a want-wit sadness makes of me
that i have much ado to know myself."
other than that...
yes, i've been having an interesting week.
very interesting.
i have some pics that im definately putting up soon...
and poems and shite.
no, this isnt the epic'est post, i got lazy.
i miss you.
its weird to sleep alone suddenly.
andand.
umm.
in closing, because im on a sugar high, and want to get some sleep,
another quote for the same situation, same everything as above:
"SOLANIO: ...Then let us say you are sad
because you are not merry;
and t'were as easy for you to laugh and leap, and say you are merry
because you are not sad.
now, by two headed Janus,
Nature hath framed strange creatures in her time:
some that will evermore peep through their eyes
and laugh like parrots at a bagpiper,
and other of such vinegar aspect,
that they'll not show their teeth in way of smile,
thought Nestor swear the jest be laughable"
Think about it people.
oh, and this is my 100th post.
congradulate me bitches.
i'll do something special for the 101th.
ciao~!!
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
Of late, i must confess, i am:
Full of Life.
Exhausted.
Needy.
Indifferent.
Loathing.
Loving.
Everything.
Nothing.
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Conflicted.
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
Not like the other girls
Is she doing OK?
Maybe We're Trying Too Hard
This Drama Filled Fest Is All My Fault I Guess
Cut My Wirsts And Black My Eyes
My Life On [Standby]
Scene Missing..Fade To Black
can she stay strong? can she go on?
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