oh, Joujou's sick of all the nonsense and internal politics everywhere.
everyone.
GROW THE FUCK UP.
and while you're at it,
SHUT THE FUCK UP.
more to come, its din din time nao.
jou still loves her lovelies!
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
one has to wonder,
is there ever a place in this overly modernised,
fast paced world of ours
for a small town, traditional lil gal?
most of the time, i think not.
it goes either way i guess.
either the world gives,
or i do.
simple as that.
but simple?
i think not.
someone stop the world...
im getting lost and left behind.
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
oh, is it all a lie?
things in life are so grand, and i can make anything i want happen,
but the most fundamental basic things in my life spiral out of control.
lies lies lies.
everythings such a joke.
isolated while surrounded.
weeping while plastering a smile,
same shit.
stupid joke.
all i can do is fill up my days,
be as happy as can be..
but when i go to bed at night,
alone and cold in a dark, unfeeling room,
it goes back to ground zero,
it floods back.
and me,
what about me?
all i can do is be amazed at how i cant cope even after years and years
of the same shit.
all i can do is feel helpless and sad.
all i can do is cry.
cry, and hope for a better tomorrow.
hope, but knowing that it is unlikely.
take myself to the brink of exhaustion,
because at least then i'll have something to blame.
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
Not like the other girls
Is she doing OK?
Maybe We're Trying Too Hard
This Drama Filled Fest Is All My Fault I Guess
Cut My Wirsts And Black My Eyes
My Life On [Standby]
Scene Missing..Fade To Black
can she stay strong? can she go on?
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