yes, hello again world..
its 3:11, and i realise i must be up in a few hours to deal, once again, with all that is all but mundane..
school, life.. the general.
am i depressed?
perhaps.
blame the world.
blame the rain.
blame noone but myself for the plight i find myelf in.
slowly but surly, i'll watch as people i love leave me.
again, blame the world.
blame circumstances.
blame no one but myself.
...
...
and then i think about the way things used to be, and how they are now.
the fighter in me is sitting ring-side,
tired and worn out,
but the fighter i am,
or rather, the fighter i have to be presses on.
tired?
sure.
worn out?
somewhat.
but still, we turn our collar to the coldness and darkness of this feeble heart,
and the vast range of mixed emotion, raging like a storm on the inside,'
and march on once again.
another cold, rainy night passes.
another night my soul yearns for rest.
another night, i restlessly dwindle precius hours into another daybreak.
are there new promises and hopes for tomorrow?
is it truely a new day?
yes.
yes, i have tobeliev in that and move on.
press on, everyone reading this, for no matter what, you can only see the rainbow if you can sit through the rain.
for there will always be a change and with it, new possibilities.
live rightously.
live mighty.
live for yourself and live for the day.
live for tomorrow.
live to achieve greatness.
live to fufill your purpose.
MP3 list for the night:
1)hurt -jonny cash
2)no surpries- radiohead
3)another brick in the wall -pink floyd
4)comfortably numb -pink floyd
5)time- pink floyd
6)a change is gonna come- sam cooke
7)naked as we came- iron and wine
8)the june frost-mournful congregation
9)knockin on heaven's door- guns 'n' roses
10)the adventure- angels and airwaves
♥ Explains Now...[Clearly]
Not like the other girls
Is she doing OK?
Maybe We're Trying Too Hard
This Drama Filled Fest Is All My Fault I Guess
Cut My Wirsts And Black My Eyes
My Life On [Standby]
Scene Missing..Fade To Black
can she stay strong? can she go on?
by The JavaScript Source